I found some amoxycillin in the cupboard so I just started taking it because I was desperate to kill whatever bug was eating me inside. I really never stay sick for this long, I guess it was pretty bad. So, I am just FINALLY getting past a super bad head cold. So now that I have made the stink even clearer to my nose by describing it in detail, I must go clean it up b/c I wanna gag. It’s not just a bad smell, but an irritating smell, the kind that you just get pissed about because it’s that bad. Dog urine has got to be one of the most god-awful stenches in the history of this planet. All I can think about right now is how horridly awful my dog’s pee pad smells. I got to put this dusty old thing to use someday (the blog is what I was referring to). I guess that’s the point of a blog anyhow. So, everyday I am going to write about anything that comes to mind. Well, I don’t even know if I want to become a great writer let alone a writer, but I’m going to experiment with this idea nonetheless. That to become a great writer the first step is to write everyday. Maybe this is my Karma, because I am always turning down invitations to go out with friends- so this is what I get! Damn. I love it and I’m addicted to it.Īlright, I’m going to go finish cleaning. It hurts when you’re doing it and you do see stars and birds, but damn its a strange high. I’m referring to when you feel like you’re going to lose your mind from exhausting your stamin to the max. Yesterday I did ten, yes TEN sets of the Santa Monica stairs up and down. I’m kinda giving myself an extended splurge, and I deserve it. I ate Maggiano’s Thanksgiving leftovers thrice today. Of course, I could be working on my screenplay or radio show, but I choose to feel bored since its a holiday weekend and I feel I should be doing something semi-festive. I also put my Xmas lights up, so there’s another accomplishment, even though it took like ten minutes. At least I got in a lot of good cleaning and organizing in today.
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I’m bored! It’s crazy that the one day I am (sort of) free and not busy with school or work, all of my friends and boyfriend are either at work, sick or in another city. It may have taken a while…but it was definitely worth the wait….it couldn’t have happened at a more perfect time. I really never, ever, EVER thought I would find somebody like him which tells me that ANYTHING is possible. What’s happening to me is allowing me to discover all the things that maybe I’ve been hiding for so long. What’s happening to me now is adding to all of the things I’ve wanted to express for so long. What’s happening to me now is not saving me….I have saved myself. Maybe it was around me my entire life but I was probably subconsciously blocking it. I know that I’ve only found it because I FINALLY began to love myself completely and open myself to love. I think my reason for writing this blog is to reach out to everyone who thinks that they’ll never find love. I am realizing now that unless we believe that we deserve things that are too good to be true, we’ll never receive them. Of course I pushed it away in the beginning….because it seemed too good to be true. What’s happening in my life now is so honest, pure, magical and strong that I go crazy trying to figure it out. It takes A LOT to get me to believe and trust in things. I am an extremely skeptical person and will always be. But unless you’ve experienced something like this in YOUR life….you can’t really knock it til you try it. I know, I know…most people are going to doubt this and think that I am living in the clouds. I think what’s truly incredible…is not just that he’s an amazing person, but the amazing bond we’ve created in such a short amount of time.
I constantly shake my head in disbelief when I think about this incredible person who has entered my life. As cliche as it sounds, things really DO happen when you VERY least expect it. I’ve PUT MYSELF through so much crap with guys that I was getting very comfortable with being single forever.
I’ve been through so much crap in my life with guys, actually.let me rephrase that. I was getting to a point where I really didn’t think it was going to happen. I read it and it inspired me again – to apply this to even more areas of my life as far as career and goals.